So today while I was organizing my coupons, I saw something lodged in my binder a little goofy. I picked at it and discovered the oddest thing. It was a 'person piece' from the game of "Life". It was pink.
Now, the other night, my children and I played that game. But we were in the dining room and the binder was in my bedroom. So how that piece got into my binder completely boggles me.
But here's the kicker: why the PINK one? Why not a blue one? Is it cause I would love to have a girl next? I wasn't sure so I silently thanked God if that's His plan and went on with couponing.
An hour later, my son came up to me (he's 2) pulled up my shirt, pointed to my belly and said 'baby'. I asked my daughter if she heard him and she said she thought she heard wrong. So I pointed to my belly and said to him, "What's in there?" He said "Baby"
Oooh I'm so excited!!
*Edit*
An hour and a half later while we were out running errands, I started cramping. I just about started crying. I'm not upset at God at all but just extremely upset with myself. Obviously God has been telling me something and clearly, I'm misinterpreted them. Cause I believe I will be getting my period soon.
Today is 11 dpo I believe. Prior to supplements, I never made it this far. I usually bled at 8-10 dpo. With supplements, I made it to 12 dpo. I don't believe I ever made it to 13 dpo before starting my cycle again.
I planned on testing on Tuesday. If I'm not bleeding tomorrow, I will need to pray for strength to not test early and hold off just one more day.
Please God, give me the patience and strength to hold out two more days! Please don't be playing tricks on me or allowing Satan to take hold of me through my fears. In Your Name, Amen
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